Spring has sprung (almost)

I'm diagnosed with a case of spring fever! I'm so ready for the spring to start sprouting flowers and pushing the clouds away, I can't even tell you. The spring time always brings out a great mood in me and I can feel it erupting as I listen to music as the windows are rolled down in 50 degree weather :) So nice

I'm going to be focusing more on political and social issues on my channel rather than on beauty. Yeah, it's fun to do reviews on products, bla bla bla, but that's not what youtube needs. They need more people who are spreading awareness about certain topics that people don't think enough about. I just barely made a video and am going to upload it today (hopefully) about religion and it's affect on the world. It's a little rant, but I hope to do more in the future. The recent struggles in Japan and in other countries got me really thinking about us as Americans and being more aware of how lucky we are to live in a country with plentiful resources and a generally war-free zone.
I know that a lot of people are upset right now because of the recent fluctuation of gas prices, employment rates, and a lot of different laws and policies in general, but when I think about the big spectrum of things, I consider myself pretty lucky that I'm not in Japan being washed up on shore. I'll post the video here soon if anyone wishes to see it.

So, summer, summer summer.... The time has almost come. A little over 2 months and I am going to have to make a decision on what I want to do once I graduate. Go to school right away so I can get my grant? Move in with E? Or get my own place with a couple of roomates.... Now that I've finally come to that point in my life where it's time to start making a decision, it is literally the hardest thing to come to a conclusion to. I remember all throughout my high school career, I just assumed that something would "happen" when I graduated and I would just go with the flow of whatever happened. But now, I know that I cannot, and that I must make a decision on what I'm going to do. I know that I am not going to continue to live with my dad, because I'm practically in a huge house along by myself 50% of the time, and the other half of the time we're not even talking to eachother or making any sort of effort to make a connection. It's just not happening. It's been nearly a year now, and nothing's happening.

It's time to move on